Juz another fine day..


MONDAY - 27 July 2009
Came back to mum mary home yest after accompany her at her work place. as usual monday is always my best day of the week thou its everybody's monday blues. haha. my monday is always wonderful coz i can see her. and cant wait to see her. coz i'm always buying lunch on monday n accompany her whole day at her work place. I MISS HER SOOO MUCH!!

N meet on normal days after her work which is very limited time we can spend together after her work. sighz..

sometime i wonder y, i'll fall in love with her. but i simply love her smile n her character. sometimes she really make me so angry tat i wanna ignore her, but i cant make it.. think of her smile i cant bear to let go.. i have nv been so serious on someone so faithful, and i donno wat to do sometime. i'm so afeaid to lost her, and i cant imagine my life without her ever since the day we met.

Our story goes:
1year plus back, i met her at La Mode Hair Studio which owned by my good fren Joey. Place that i go for my regular hair cut. From the very first time we met at the salon that we always pick on each other . Can never have a nice chat, we were like machine guns shooting each other. nothing nice out from our mouth to each other. BAD IMPRESSION!

Joey was still my hairstylist that time, till last Dec in 2008, 1week before her birthday she or joey say it's her bdae.. i forget who told me, it's either 1 of them. lol n i say hmm ok lo next week i treat u seafood at changi villiage.. well that was my excuse to skip away from gg out with ppl.. as usual la. haha.

Den in early Jan 2009 this year around 11Jan-16Jan, around that time, i went to salon n help Joey to get her laptop done with some stuffs, i log in my MSN, and she saw my msn list with 570 over contacts in my list. and that's when we started. she saw it and say "WOAH! u got so many ppl in your msn ar? my msn onli less than 5people in list leh." lol den i forget who ask who added in msn liao.

Den on the day in the nice she went online and chat with me, we chatted alot. and i enjoy chatting with her at from that moment. she asked me alot of stuffs la, and i was willing n nicely chatted with her for more than 2hours. reply to all her questions she asked me. lol. and after that 2days later at nite she smsed me where am i and ask if i wanna meet up, it was 11pm where i juz reach open trying to find my key to open my lock at home. and i called her back. she asked if i wanna meet up with her not.

den that was the nite we 1st go out together. and went Pouggol Marina Country Club together. Prawning n had little chat with her. den from that nite onwards till now never fail to contact or sms each other till now. but after tat nite, she join me with my family n company dinner n we went ktv after my family/company dinner.. Juz the 2 of us went Teo Heng KTV. 1 of the song she sang impressed me. n blah blah blah..

after that we still continue to tok n sms everyday. and i donno when i started to feel for her n like her.. n den, the time she went back to Ipoh on CNY, den i realise.. and i realise I'M IN LOVE WITH HER!! i can't wait to see her, n i decided to go Ipoh to meet her on her last 2 days in Ipoh.

I was so excited to see her that time, i cant wait to see her at that time.. i took bus there. 8hours journey juz to see her n come back sg with her. i was so happy the moment i see her in the morning i reached Ipoh. the feeling that time i really donno how to tell u all. n i had n enjoyful moment there with her n her 2 sons. which i really like them both from the bottom of my heart. i like them not becoz its her sons. i simply like them both.

i nv done so much for anyone before. even travel all the way juz to see her. i cant explain my feeling.

i really hate myself why i donno how to explain how much i loved her.

and i'm falling deeply for her since then.. i donno wat to do if life without her from then. i'm so afraid to lost her and i cant control myself n in confessed my feeling for her on an sms on April 13.

i feel so hurt, coz sometime she really hurt me deeply with her words. and upset me with the things that she do. i wonder if she really cares about my feeling everytime she upset me.

the memories we had together, that i wont forget in my life. coz it was so beautiful, nice and unforgetable. i feel so happy every moment with her.

i wanna stop myself from loving her but i failed to do so. coz i told myself NEVER EVER THINK OF LETTING HER GO.

She light up my life. she makes me happy whenever i'm down. she makes me smile whenever im upset, she makes me laugh whenever im angry.

i cant nv find anyone to replace her in my life. she is simply so wonderful. she brighten my life. wat i wanna say about her is all from the song lyrics from 最幸福的事.

my family all likes her too.

i wished, that we could really spend our life together. to protect her from being hurt.

i wish i'm a superman, to keep her safe all the time.

i really donno how to express my feelings.i donno how to say.. donno how to explain. wat ever i can do the best now is whenever she need me, i'll always be there. coz i really really love her. i so afraid to lost her.

it's so painful whenever we argued. whenever we quarrel.. i hate that feeling. whenever she's sad, i feel so terrible in my heart. she's the 2nd woman i ever had my tears drop dripping of my eyes.

i wonder sometime, if she really know how much i really love her not. she knows i loves her alot. but i really donno if she believe it or not. coz im a playful person, n doesnt look like a person who is so 痴情 type of person. sighz..

as long as she knows, i don have to explain much le.

it really takes long time to talk about it. but i wish to cut short here..




well, it's alot n long story to talk about it la. shall stop here. and post again.

i'm missing her and cant wait to see her this weekend. :) my favourite moment with her. n i cherish every min every sec..