It's been a week since i last blog..


Life so tiring.. Up n down.. i wish life can be as smooth as we wan.. i miss her smiles.. since sat till today we been meeting coz accompany her at her work place.. see her everyday..

feel so happy when i see her smile..but this 2 days i onli see her sadness.. i feel so helpless.. i feel so terrible.. coz i cant do anything.. i donno how to make her happy also.. sighz..

last nite suppose to bring her out together with andrew one.,. end up she go home.. den i meet andrew alone.. this stupid fellow. but he really v nice to me all this years. really good brother.. he know im bothered over lots problem he try to cheer me up.. n drive me around.. dinner, desert, mustafa shopping, roam ard cbd area in the nite den land ourself at fullerton area n slack n sit on beside the sea n relax n chat about my problems.

now sitting at the salon.. she got so many customer.. she havent eat also.. donno wat to do to help her also.. onli sit down n wait for her to call me to help her.. waiting waiting n waiting. tired..